Hmmm

To sum up everything that happened today, Fishing at Maryland.

There is so many fish there, the bass swim like bees around a bee hive.

It was pretty awesome, just staying outside and having time to think made realize some things.

No joke, and sadly. I've never really truly smiled. I mean, I've laughed n' stuff. But that's not smiling. I've made people smile before though. I'm guessing it's a very nice feeling? I'd sure like to meet anybody who could make me smile, smiling for real not a fake one, something that is really meaningful to the heart.

Also I have not been present with my friends for a while, they go places to have fun and they invite me, but i can only decline because of the situation. Don't think i don't want to go, I really do but i may not have the opportunity, so please bare with me.

In terms of my breakdancing, i need to take lessons of how to backflip and etc. It would really help if anyone knew how or knows someone who knows how.

In terms of relationships and such, the weekend has given me time to think about these things. It may seem as if i am not as motivated as I should be and it's probably because i feel like I'm flying this solo, i guess it's still really confusing.

Torrenting rocks, i can watch any movie, have any song, and etc for my choosing. I currently have 351 songs, not much.

I came across an interesting words today, while looking at the paper , coincidentally they were near each other, **** ******/ Hero.
It made me wonder . Heroes are usually know for their actions and having a **** Ac*** makes it more significant. I have decided to devote my skill to making a trademark move for me called **** *****. It will be a really awesome breakdance blow-up. I have the basic look in my head i just need the experience to perform.

I will clarify what the ******* means, when i have the move down, lol this will be in a while.

I'm tired, i think I'll go sleep now.Edit: in a bit haha.