Big boys don't cry.

Or, so that's what people say but something you just have to. After about 2 years of holding emotions back it felt nice in a way to let them out. Just relieving my body of the pain and sorrow within me, it was surprising.

Rough times arrive every now and then, but the best thing to do is too keep strong and keep your head up.

All I want is for her to be happy, as long as that is fulfilled then I am happy. Time is no barrier, take as much as needed, I've said it before, I'm a very patient person.

Jim, stay strong, keep your head up, don't get yourself down. Things will be better just be patient. You will look back at this one day, learn from the experiences. And Jim, don't hope, decide.


just a reminder to myself.