RAWR O SAUR
It's been a long while since my last post. It's basically the last week of school for me academic wise. It's weird because the school year soared. Chauzy made my days wonderful. I have a couple more exams to go, and then im out. But i'll be back for the piano finals. I wanna here my nub play her pieces :] This summer is going to be busy methinks.
I wonder what the future holds in store. You really never know, the only thing you can do is go forward with both hands ready to take any challenge. The future holds events that cant be explained, and perhaps thats a good thing? I mean you dont want everyday to be repetitive, everyday holds something new, no matter how little. It's best just to make the best of it.
As for me, after taking the piano final and being overwhelmed by anxiety, i had a full day of thinking, and then some more after a little dispute. I'm honestly tired of myself. I had enough of the way i was. I dont want to look back at the way i was a couple hours ago. I don't want to cradle the guilt of insecurities anymore. I trust Chau, i honestly do, and i need to trust myself, i need to trust in life. Life isnt always trying to push you down. I think i was just too stubborn to pick up my head. But it's up now, and believe me, it's staying up. Im listening to this song and it just displays so many images of happiness and hope in my mind. 99% of those images are the times i spend with chau, i look back at the year that went by and i cant help but smile of our adventure through 365 days. We have had good and bad days, exciting and boring days. But it doesnt matter what kind of day it was, as long i had the opportunity to spend it with chau. I am the luckiest person in the world. I feel that way. And im happy about it :] Thank you for everything Chauzy.
Life holds more for us chau, and we'll travel the fabric of time together :D hehe nerdy physics reference.
P.S. I love chau.
Random Thoughts: When i said i would stop playing piano, i was only fooling myself, i will learn more of it over the summer and become a pro :P.
Just a couple more days to grad.
I wonder what the future holds in store. You really never know, the only thing you can do is go forward with both hands ready to take any challenge. The future holds events that cant be explained, and perhaps thats a good thing? I mean you dont want everyday to be repetitive, everyday holds something new, no matter how little. It's best just to make the best of it.
As for me, after taking the piano final and being overwhelmed by anxiety, i had a full day of thinking, and then some more after a little dispute. I'm honestly tired of myself. I had enough of the way i was. I dont want to look back at the way i was a couple hours ago. I don't want to cradle the guilt of insecurities anymore. I trust Chau, i honestly do, and i need to trust myself, i need to trust in life. Life isnt always trying to push you down. I think i was just too stubborn to pick up my head. But it's up now, and believe me, it's staying up. Im listening to this song and it just displays so many images of happiness and hope in my mind. 99% of those images are the times i spend with chau, i look back at the year that went by and i cant help but smile of our adventure through 365 days. We have had good and bad days, exciting and boring days. But it doesnt matter what kind of day it was, as long i had the opportunity to spend it with chau. I am the luckiest person in the world. I feel that way. And im happy about it :] Thank you for everything Chauzy.
Life holds more for us chau, and we'll travel the fabric of time together :D hehe nerdy physics reference.
P.S. I love chau.
Random Thoughts: When i said i would stop playing piano, i was only fooling myself, i will learn more of it over the summer and become a pro :P.
Just a couple more days to grad.
posted by Hero at
9:49 PM
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