Saturday, August 29, 2009

Who knew?

*edit* Just taking it easy, living life day by day :]

It's time to be honest, i guess I've been rushing myself into thinking that i could escape from this kind of feeling. But i just need to live it through. Rushing into meeting new people or doing things you'll later regret is not the way, and i feel bad for doing that. I have to be true to myself and just enjoy life for the moment, for what it's given.

Perhaps, some possibility exists where i can just live my life knowing the people i have in it are there. Just knowing and remember things from the past, not being obligated to follow a trend or a code. Just being there to learn, to laugh, to smile, to free my mind, but at the same time keeping all the people in my life special to me. I would highly like that.

I had a talk today, and it first it was hard to comprehend, because i believed that i meant nothing to her anymore, just another friendly face in the crowd, but perhaps it's more than that, it doesnt necessarily have to be a bf/gf thing or "relationship",because i believe that our friendship and that unique bond that we share is pretty darn strong. It's nice having that one person in your life that you just tell anything to, and ill do the same for you. You're my go to girl haha, for the laughs, the sighs, the crys o.o, and the surprises, and ill be your go to guy. I dont think I've ever met someone like this, before, it's pretty fortunate i did.

Anyhoo, i need uber help with html. D: