Get it off your chest.

Surreal, is pretty much what I'm thinking of now, It's daylight savings right now, I believe an hour back? So that could work boths ways I suppose. It's tough at the moment. Especially when a lot of things remind me of you. Give it some time I tell myself, and it comforts me, a little. Im keeping my head up, I have a job to do, I have something to fight for. Give it some time, some time to know what you had, what you can have, and what you can do to have it. Give it some time I tell myself, give myself the chance to look at myself in the mirror, see who I was, what happened to that Jim, I don't believe he's lost, I think he might have just chosen the wrong turn. Let's get him back on the right road. I have a job to do, I have a mission to accomplish, I realize this now, I am a human being, I have the ability to adapt and to change for the better. I think it's time for me to effectively use that power. I am an individual, who should be stronger. I am an individual who is on a mission to find that strength. I'm on that mission to overcome my weaknesses. I am an individual who is on that mission to control my life, and not let life control me. I am an individual who's not backing down this time.