These thoughts.

Warning Foul Language may follow:

The day was has really opened my mind to somethings, read at your own will.

I'm happy that my friends are enjoying their school year, but I can't help but feel that I am being isolated slowly. I guess it might just be me but things seem to go by so fast, most of the day I feel confused as to where i stand, I don't know whether I'm jealous to the fact that most people are living happy with or without someone, but i just feel like at the moment not much matters. On the other hand, anytime I feel like I'm having the worst day of my life there is this one girl who could brighten my darkest days with just her smile, she really means a lot to me, i wish i could just tell her that, but things move on i guess. To summarize things I'm pretty much tired of all this s***. I guess what I am trying to say is that i wish things could have been different, where i could have been different, but i must look on to the future unfortunately. I have also realized that i have been slacking off on my physical condition, break dancing alone isn't enough anymore, back to working out again. I plan to be pro someday and at the rate things are going right now it doesn't seem likely, so some sacrifices have to be made. I looking forward to a certain someones birthday, it's probably the most enjoyable one that there is, hopefully i can make it though.

List to do:

- Make up missing assignments
- Try to make everyone happy
- Be a better break dancer
- Work-out more often
- Spend more time with my friends, if possible
- Hang with the Family
- Start my "new" life