2usday :D

I'd walk a thousand miles, swim a hundred seas, jump a million gaps, sing a thousand songs, run a thousand cities, fly across the world, just to be with you.

Although i should pack some food and water :D

But yeah i know people think its very unlikely when someone says such things, but i honestly swear to my life would do all those things. There wouldnt be any doubt in my mind. Its all worth it.

Today up and for some reason my alarm was callin gout my name, or i think i was dreaming but yeah the clock would alarm in really different tones. The funny thing is my room is like a trap room in the morning theres things lying everywhere and i know that i can step and slip but its cool how i avoid it all even with my eyes clothes, i guess your mind remembers events better when you sleep on them.

I got to school today and it was cold as i stepped out the door. I like being early to chauzy's locker, because im there waiting and i have surprise hugs up my sleeve hehehe. Piano class got me thinking about my music capabilities, i shouldnt just stop at a lesson, i should further myself to learn more from it, and thats what i want to do.

I was so happy after third period, hahaha I GOT A C+ on my quarter exam, i think thats pretty amazing considering it was tough like anything. I just wanted to go all hyper and pick chau up, but it wouldve have been embarassing and she was looking at her friends grade so i let it go. But i was still happy from the grade. So i met up with patu on the way to lunch and we started stalking a freshman, haha she is kinds obsessed with the boy, but dont tell her i said that. Shhhh :3 My lunch even though it was simple was pretty tasty.

So it's been 2 days so far, im hopeful yet afraid that i might do something wrong along the run of this week. I pray i dont, i really dont want to mess up anymore. i want to prove to you that im worth it, that i can be something good for you, that i can be there just for you. I guess its been itching me in the back of my head. I just got to let it out, i know we are young, years wait before we can make that special commitment, thousands of people will walk by us, countless days will pass, other people may see it unlikely, but its the thing im most sure of. This relationship is the meaning of Actaulity.

So i took the bus today even though i knew i wasnt gonne be there for long, i dont mind, i want to take any chance i have of being with you and use it. 1minute, 5 minutes, 10 minutes, a couple seconds, its all precious.

So tommorow i dont think there is much hang out time, you're tutoring and im uhh either going home, or hanging with jansen. To be completely honest the whole tutoring thing bothered me before, i was jealous of the fact that she would be one on one with someone else. It was really immature. I know, i was really stupid. You told me i should trust you, and i do. You can tutor the hottest, coolest, funniest, smartest, guy in school and ill trust you like i trust you with my life. haha why would the smartest guy need tutoring anyway? xD

Lately ive been feeling kinda hyper, i cant stay still for long periods of time, i hope its just excitement better not be a medical condition.

Oh and btw talk about excitement hehe xD. You know that im talking about, only you can make them happen. :O

I really miss you chau, i really wanted to spend collab with you, but no i have to tutor those kids that dont pay attention in class and feel that they are invincible >:| its not gonna be fun. I hope we can hang out at least a little tomorrow though.

I need to find surveys to do, or some personal questionnaires.

Your little rocket ship sent my face to the planet of smiles { corny} it was really creative. I love your creativity and the fact that you write pretty good for left handed. hehe So talented :D oh and at the end of you letter you said no for me xD and btw i love & miss you more.

















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i miss you.