A Moments Glory

It's been a pretty long time since I've posted in this blog. So much has happened the past months, weeks, days. As time goes on, the days go by and every moment of it I can't help but miss her. As soon as I say goodbye, I walk out the door, the thing that strikes my mind is turning around and saying hello again. It's an amazing thing how much she means to me, she inspires me, she motivates me, and she make me a better person. Walks around town, watching t.v., riding the bus. It all makes me smile. And to think how simple the answer is to me. I will not give up, I know I won't give up. Even if we are apart 100 miles, there's a will and there is a way. I've experienced many new things, found new interests, found fun stuff to do. And it all came form realizing myself through her. I don't have to pretend or act too mature or even impress. I act myself and I'm accepted for that, it gives me a really big smile.
I feel so lucky and very fortunate. I think my good karma finally became a reality. It's hard being in a place where all that surrounds us is corruption, drug abuse, lies, and crime. It's been hard on me too, seeing my friends act in such a manner, it's disappointing. I see them from the past, how innocent they were, how fun times used to be without such things. And now i see them only talking about such things and looking forward to getting high or drunk. It's funny because they have tried to influence me into doing such things as well, but i know my place in the world. I know that my parents gave birth to me not to do drugs or smoke, I was put here to respect my body, my family, and my future. It wasnt easy to do at first, but the answer became very clear. It's my choice and my choice is not to belittle myself like others. I know what i want in this life, and for it i need to be clean and thats my choice for the rest of my future.
I honestly thought that things in senior year wouldnt be as hard, I heard that it was a year to just chill and do the occasional stuff, but i realize i need to work my shoes off haha. Yeah. What makes it easier is being able to walk out of class and seeing the smile that just cleans all the halls of corruption. She is my faith in humanity, she is my hope that not everyone falls to influence, she inspires me even more to be a better human being as well as a person. She puts faith in my heart, and i am so grateful for it.
This girl, this amazing girl, probably has no idea how lucky I am. To finnally meet someone who has so much things in common with me. She laughs at my jokes even if they're not even remotely funny, she supports me in the things i want to do, she gives me new food to try (which i enjoy very much), and i would do anything for her.

I'll be here always :]

















p.s. i miss & love you more. end of story.