the day before thanksgiving

wells, today was a half day. The funny thing was that it felt longer than a regular day, i guess that's because of the fact that we expect it to be short. Classes were short and plentiful, and i carried alot of mugs :3 In physical fitness, we played against the p.e. classes. We owned, as expected :O. After that we had the awaited lunch at peter pan[pen,pin,pim,ping?] i forget. But the food was good, very plentiful and delicious. I don't know why but outdoor food gets me full so quickly, and i lose food eating contests with chau :O but when it comes to home cooked foods, i rock. :P One of my friends, is having problems, i think ill have a talk with him. So this is how it is. He confessed to his crush, crush said only friends. But i don't think he accepted that fact yet, therefor he is trying to mature himself either to impress or seem more mature. But honestly, that itself is immature, you mature by experience and time, some take longer than others, you shouldn't force it. You try to hard and you'll lose your roots. That's something you can't lose, what makes you, you. But honestly, if that girl can't accept you for who you are, then you cant force yourself to be changed that drastically. Not to sound boastful, or gloating, but you have no idea how happy and lucky i am to have that kind of person in my life. She accepts me for who i am, in both my mature and immature moments. I love that about her,she is like my pocket full of hope. So besides that, lunch was good, ride to micro center was awkward xD and the walk around Micheals was nice. My belly was hurting a bit, i think i mixed foods in a weird order o.o but yeah i feel better. Got home, relaxed a bit, watched a bit of office, then made my way off the bus. I miss her so much already, SO MUCH. I got home and took a nap in the family room, but before that i went for a cookie, which there was only 4 left counting the one i took. They're crunchy sweet and yummy with milk. So i dozed off and went to sleeps, got back up talked a bit, then went to go eat dinner.

hmm

that talk about death, i don't know i guess just thinking about it just gets to me. I cant bare the thought of you dying. That would be the most horrible thing in my life. It would be like those tragic stories, where one love dies and the other loses all and also dies. Coming to a school where i don't see you in the halls, where I'm unable to play piano songs for, where i cant make lunches for, a day after school where i walk home alone. not riding the bus anymore. Seeing things that remind me of you that would crush me little by little. You impacted my life so much, i love you chau. All the things we've experienced, lived, smiled, laughed is a lifetime on its own, and it keeps living. I love you, so much.

On A HAPPIER NOTE, only a few more hours till thanksgiving. Can't wait for that turkey :3

Till tomorrow

Jim