wandering.

god, what is wrong with me. I m getting so forgetful. its starting to bug me. I always forgot

something, it could be small or big but i forgot it, and then it comes back and hits me like a rock.

School sucked. I hated school today. i honestly felt like i could not make it through the day. It

was so hard to stay focused and calm. all i did was worry, and regret. Can't believe i forgot the

CD. Wow how stupid can i be. Maybe its just the way i am.. but i don't want it to be. I don't want

to have such a forgetful lifestyle. i need to get my things in order. I have to keep my thoughts in

line. somehow.I'm looking forward to tomorrow and I'm glad i got to see you today. It was like

the perfect medicine to my fainting force. A day at fairoaks sounds fun.

I need to stop being so freaking forgetful.