A scent pouch fresh start :D
I have a feeling the this month will rock my socks off. I really like November, and now i like it even more. It has good temperature, time that will trick you into thinking it's later than it really is, and a birthday of chauzy. This month is one I've been waiting for a while.
Subconsciously i think the 5 months was really tough on me, it brought back some past things in my head. Bad things that happened in my past, but now i don't care. I honestly don't, I'm tired of looking back at the past and feeling bad for myself. My past made my future and that's what it does. I may have had a plain, tough, scary childhood, but i survived and by surviving i grew. 6 months will make me so happy, it will make me more happy than happy. I know that all the bad thoughts and such will from the past will vanish. We take what we learn from our past and make a better future from it. And chauzy, i know I'm making a better future. I feel more secure when I'm with you and i know our futures will be great.
So yesterday with had a movie marathon! fun way to start a teacher workday. We saw a horror and real life movie. The horror movie was about a werewolf, and in that movie the purest person was actually the villain. A reverend, a holy man was the killer. Makes you wonder that looks can be deceiving. But all in all it was a good movie, scary, weird, and funny at some points. I know it's mean but i like watching scary movies with chau, because even though it frightens her, i like it when she looks for comfort from me. I feel so courageous when she does.
After that movie, we saw a very depressing movie called requiem for a dream. This was probably one of the most touching films ive seen in a while. It was so related to life that it was scary. It's sad what people will do just to get a buzz off a drug. It's pathetic. There's nothing right about drugs in general. You see the film and you realize that the long term effects of the drugs you take for fun at the moment are horrible. I want to show this film to some people, who feel like taking drugs is fun, because honestly they are blind about what they are doing.
I don't get it really, there are so many ways to feel the same way. Happiness. You don't need alcohol or drug for it. For some people happiness comes from jogs, walks, bike rides, video games, food, or music. For me it's Chau. Chau is my happiness and i like it :D
Todays, we had a mini marathon it was one film, kind of a weird yeti movie. It was just freaky haha.
We walked to Safeway, it felt... so right. I don't know how to explain it. Me grabbing my keys, wallet, cell phone. You grabbing your keys and sweater, hat , and closing the door. It felt like such a married couple thing. To be honest, i cant wait till one day its for real like that. I liked that feeling. So we bought rotisserie chicken and rice,cheese,broccoli which i thought would taste weird, but i was wrong, it was delicious :D.
My parents like chau, haha especially my mom, i guess she likes that fact the chau likes the food alot. My brother said i was lucky, having a really beautiful girlfriend who also has such an amazing personality. My little brother has a crush on chau xD i think it's funny. He gets jealous when i'm with her haha. Oh btw how's the candy? :3 you're winning my family over, i knew you would :]
:DDDDDDD I cant wait, this month is going to be great. Your birthday, our sixth months, our visit to dc, more time to hang out. I can't wait for it all. It's going to be amazing :]
i miss yous
Subconsciously i think the 5 months was really tough on me, it brought back some past things in my head. Bad things that happened in my past, but now i don't care. I honestly don't, I'm tired of looking back at the past and feeling bad for myself. My past made my future and that's what it does. I may have had a plain, tough, scary childhood, but i survived and by surviving i grew. 6 months will make me so happy, it will make me more happy than happy. I know that all the bad thoughts and such will from the past will vanish. We take what we learn from our past and make a better future from it. And chauzy, i know I'm making a better future. I feel more secure when I'm with you and i know our futures will be great.
So yesterday with had a movie marathon! fun way to start a teacher workday. We saw a horror and real life movie. The horror movie was about a werewolf, and in that movie the purest person was actually the villain. A reverend, a holy man was the killer. Makes you wonder that looks can be deceiving. But all in all it was a good movie, scary, weird, and funny at some points. I know it's mean but i like watching scary movies with chau, because even though it frightens her, i like it when she looks for comfort from me. I feel so courageous when she does.
After that movie, we saw a very depressing movie called requiem for a dream. This was probably one of the most touching films ive seen in a while. It was so related to life that it was scary. It's sad what people will do just to get a buzz off a drug. It's pathetic. There's nothing right about drugs in general. You see the film and you realize that the long term effects of the drugs you take for fun at the moment are horrible. I want to show this film to some people, who feel like taking drugs is fun, because honestly they are blind about what they are doing.
I don't get it really, there are so many ways to feel the same way. Happiness. You don't need alcohol or drug for it. For some people happiness comes from jogs, walks, bike rides, video games, food, or music. For me it's Chau. Chau is my happiness and i like it :D
Todays, we had a mini marathon it was one film, kind of a weird yeti movie. It was just freaky haha.
We walked to Safeway, it felt... so right. I don't know how to explain it. Me grabbing my keys, wallet, cell phone. You grabbing your keys and sweater, hat , and closing the door. It felt like such a married couple thing. To be honest, i cant wait till one day its for real like that. I liked that feeling. So we bought rotisserie chicken and rice,cheese,broccoli which i thought would taste weird, but i was wrong, it was delicious :D.
My parents like chau, haha especially my mom, i guess she likes that fact the chau likes the food alot. My brother said i was lucky, having a really beautiful girlfriend who also has such an amazing personality. My little brother has a crush on chau xD i think it's funny. He gets jealous when i'm with her haha. Oh btw how's the candy? :3 you're winning my family over, i knew you would :]
:DDDDDDD I cant wait, this month is going to be great. Your birthday, our sixth months, our visit to dc, more time to hang out. I can't wait for it all. It's going to be amazing :]
i miss yous
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