addiction.
yes i am an addict unfortunately, my addiction is cleaning. I can't stop doing it i see something un organized my incentive is to get there and make it organized. I don't know why but i just feel the need to clean up.
For the past days chauzy has been sick and i wanted to take of her. I think it was because of my lunch and the cold weather either case, i'll do all i can to make sure she feels better and i'll stay as long as i can till she is all warm and cozy. I'll sneak around a populous area just to get you lunch, i'll stay awake when you sleep just to make sure your okay. When you had a headache it really worried me, i didnt know what to do, so i was just thinking happy thoughts for the both of us hoping that somehow i know its not realistic but would transfer into you r mind and that way it wouldnt feel as bad. Your hurting belly caused me to worry as well so i gave it a soft rub, i'm just glad you eventually got better. You know ill always be here for you, through the bad and good times. I promise.
Well todays adventure was off to a late start, once again going out really early didnt work so i went as fast i could and thankfully made it there on time. All that physical fitness training really helped me, the old me would run and then get tired and desire cake. But the new me only want asian bistro for food, speaking of which i ate today, i felt proud that i made my own bowl today, i feel accomplished. I dropped off chau to the mall the bus rides were quite relaxing and fun she was going to have a fun day shopping with april, which i here makes shopping an Olympic sport :P
My bus ride home or rather to pan am was an interesting one, i met up with this guy name Roger at a bus stop, this guy seemed pretty normal but the thing was the he was once a drug addict, we were talking about school at first he told me he was in his 3rd year of college already. In his high school years he did what most teenagers do, drink and do drugs, but it consumed him and before he could realize what he was doing he was hooked. He spen all his allowance on drugs and alcohol and soon enough he ended up in juvie for a bit. He told me how tough it was for him to recover and the pain he gave his family. It was a pretty sad story, and it really got to me. I wish the people i know with this kinda problem one day meet him and learn about what the kind of life can do to you.
But on another note, today i applied for safeway and michaels, hopefully i'll get a job so i can buy my stuffs.
It's too bad i couldnt come over :[ i really wanted to, but you get to come over to mi casa :D
I can't wait for that, wells i got some more cleaning to do so i shall be back tommorow.
P.s. I miss you Chau :D
For the past days chauzy has been sick and i wanted to take of her. I think it was because of my lunch and the cold weather either case, i'll do all i can to make sure she feels better and i'll stay as long as i can till she is all warm and cozy. I'll sneak around a populous area just to get you lunch, i'll stay awake when you sleep just to make sure your okay. When you had a headache it really worried me, i didnt know what to do, so i was just thinking happy thoughts for the both of us hoping that somehow i know its not realistic but would transfer into you r mind and that way it wouldnt feel as bad. Your hurting belly caused me to worry as well so i gave it a soft rub, i'm just glad you eventually got better. You know ill always be here for you, through the bad and good times. I promise.
Well todays adventure was off to a late start, once again going out really early didnt work so i went as fast i could and thankfully made it there on time. All that physical fitness training really helped me, the old me would run and then get tired and desire cake. But the new me only want asian bistro for food, speaking of which i ate today, i felt proud that i made my own bowl today, i feel accomplished. I dropped off chau to the mall the bus rides were quite relaxing and fun she was going to have a fun day shopping with april, which i here makes shopping an Olympic sport :P
My bus ride home or rather to pan am was an interesting one, i met up with this guy name Roger at a bus stop, this guy seemed pretty normal but the thing was the he was once a drug addict, we were talking about school at first he told me he was in his 3rd year of college already. In his high school years he did what most teenagers do, drink and do drugs, but it consumed him and before he could realize what he was doing he was hooked. He spen all his allowance on drugs and alcohol and soon enough he ended up in juvie for a bit. He told me how tough it was for him to recover and the pain he gave his family. It was a pretty sad story, and it really got to me. I wish the people i know with this kinda problem one day meet him and learn about what the kind of life can do to you.
But on another note, today i applied for safeway and michaels, hopefully i'll get a job so i can buy my stuffs.
It's too bad i couldnt come over :[ i really wanted to, but you get to come over to mi casa :D
I can't wait for that, wells i got some more cleaning to do so i shall be back tommorow.
P.s. I miss you Chau :D
posted by Hero at
9:32 PM
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