hello new year :D

my internets is about to die :[ i shall continue this manana :D Okays i r back, let's see. 2008, what a year. A lot happened. The beginning was not as nice as i had hoped for, drama and all that. But hey that's life. So after all that drama i sort of let myself fall into a spiraling depression, but i r saved by my super hero. From the skies, across the seas, and a bus drive away :P Chauzy came into my life. She was there when i was in a mess, and that's when i knew. I mean it's not everyday that you meet someone who takes their day just to hear yours and laugh with you, cry with you, sing with you, run with you, and enjoy life with you. May was an unforgettable month, i guess the C&J story began there :P The fair, the visits, the bus rides, the trips to nowhere, the ponds, streams, fields, parties, get togethers, movies, a lot happened with you, and all of it even unexpected was just right for me. An unforgettable summer, that's what it is. Truly Unforgettable, and under those flashing fireworks that day, it came so clear to me, this feeling, i just knew it :]. Like i said, there were surprises like, the moves, which thankfully aren't happening for awhiles :P But by then i shall have a car and a job :D What really makes me happy, is that your values are so moral. You believe that drinking and drugs are distasteful just as i do. Because we clearly see that life is more of an experience with out them. We see that we dont need a way out from what people call a "cruel" world. What cruel world is that? we live in the richest country in the world, and yet people complain, this is the land of endless opportunities and if people think they don't have a choice, there is always a choice. I see the grief of those people in third world countries, starving, homeless, with out clothes, or money. Those are people who deserve to call this a cruel world, and yet they don't look for drugs or alcohol, not just because they cant obtain it, also because they know that they have to keep their valor for themselves and for their families. I'm setting an influence for my little brother, that's is why i made an oath to myself to not contaminate my body with alcohol or drugs. And chauzy i'm so proud that you have the independence to stand firm with your righteous choices. And i'm also proud to all those who refuse to do drugs and alcohol and those who are trying their hardest to stop.

This year, has opened my eyes to what life is really like. And i gotta say, it can be bad but really good as well, it's how you see life. I see it half full :P

Formal parties, presents, anniversary, new years, halloweeen :] we experienced together, and to be honest all the stuff my family tells me about the future, idc, because it's my life and i have the choice, and i know i'll make the right ones, i'll know when i'm ready to commit, and i'll put the life i have into it.

This year shall brings many more surprises, hehe most likely.

Ohh some new years resolutions
-=- get better grades
-=-Be more fit
-=- Break dance more
-=- Mend drifting friendships
-=- Expose this blog one day
-=- Be with Chauzy
-=- Work out more
-=- get crazy power moves
-=- get smarter
-=- watch more movies
-=- get better at lacrosse
-=-becomes a better chef

I feel like looking back at all my entries :D

Happy New years and it'll be a good one

P.S. I miss Chau

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