been awhile
wows its been a while since i posted on my blog. Lets start off with whats been going on in school. Well i kinda messed up my grade but its okay now, i turned in the work and the grade has been raised so I'm glad about that. This week went by so slow, its also been quite a challenging one considering that i could have barely visited. On a bright side, my friendships with my bboys have been getting better, i learn from them and teach them now. I wish i had more classes with chau, piano is so much better because she's there, but if she were in my lets say Spanish class or physics class then i wouldn't mind those long classes. The lunches chau made me were delicious and were like fuel to me. After i ate them i always felt recharged and ready. :D thanks. Lets see, i organized my room and stuff so its cleaner and that how boring i am :P.
My mom is leaving for Bolivia soon, I'm going to miss her. Parents seem like barriers to teenagers but the reality of it is is that parents want to see us succeed and want us to have good lives. That's why anytime my parents scold me or get angry at me, i don't raise my voice. I respect them for giving me this chance in life. Ill always be a good person, ill never let someone in my sight suffer, i always stay way above the influence, and I'm going to strive my hardest to make them proud.
Speaking of which, something has been bugging me lately. It's a shame but some of my friends, ex-friends continue to find enjoyment of drinking and drugs. I mean i don't know how clear they need the evidence in their face to understand just what they are doing to themselves. I know they're not stupid, just the actions they do are. I mean having is great and all but do it necessarily require the use of stimulants and alcohol? You can have a good time playing pool with your buds, or watching a movie, or playing some sports. What bothers me most is how some of them influence a younger group to get involved with such things. Look if you already do it and messed up that's your problem, go find help or something. But there is no need to drag other people into doing it. Some times you need to realize they are not doing it because they want to, they're doing it because if they don't they're considered a killjoy. A party tool. Some of these people need to work on their self control. Honestly guys what happened to the past, i know things change, but did it have to change in this way. Some of the people i knew i never expected to do such things. I remember clearer times where having fun was watching a movie eating pizza. I hope help comes to you guys somehow.
i know, long post, it may seem mean, but if any of you are reading this. Look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, is this what you really want to be?
On a happier note, Our 7 months is so close :D I cant wait for it, the lucky 7 baby!
I gave Chau crayons today :P, i know it seems like sucha simple thing to give, but each crayon holds an idea, and i gave her 24 idea sticks :D
I enjoy baking nows, its so fun, its like a game where you have to complete tasks, and its three times more fun when i bake with chau :D
Today was a quite a rainy and cold day, the wait was wet and soggy but it was all worth it. No amount of rain or cold can stop me from visiting. :D I had a cookie in my book bag, and it luckily didn't get wet or soggy so i ate it on the way back :3
I just want to take this moment to say, that these days may be the last of this lay out, because chauzy, being a html pro, is making me a new layout :D I have always wanted this one changed i just had no idea how, and now i get one :D. So in advance, thank you so much chauzy :]
How did i get so lucky to have ended up with you, it's a really amazing feeling knowing that i can look my worst and still have someone see me and smile. I love you Chau
p.s. this is a long post i think :P makes up for the missing days
p.p.s I M Y A L Y M E O S. har har
My mom is leaving for Bolivia soon, I'm going to miss her. Parents seem like barriers to teenagers but the reality of it is is that parents want to see us succeed and want us to have good lives. That's why anytime my parents scold me or get angry at me, i don't raise my voice. I respect them for giving me this chance in life. Ill always be a good person, ill never let someone in my sight suffer, i always stay way above the influence, and I'm going to strive my hardest to make them proud.
Speaking of which, something has been bugging me lately. It's a shame but some of my friends, ex-friends continue to find enjoyment of drinking and drugs. I mean i don't know how clear they need the evidence in their face to understand just what they are doing to themselves. I know they're not stupid, just the actions they do are. I mean having is great and all but do it necessarily require the use of stimulants and alcohol? You can have a good time playing pool with your buds, or watching a movie, or playing some sports. What bothers me most is how some of them influence a younger group to get involved with such things. Look if you already do it and messed up that's your problem, go find help or something. But there is no need to drag other people into doing it. Some times you need to realize they are not doing it because they want to, they're doing it because if they don't they're considered a killjoy. A party tool. Some of these people need to work on their self control. Honestly guys what happened to the past, i know things change, but did it have to change in this way. Some of the people i knew i never expected to do such things. I remember clearer times where having fun was watching a movie eating pizza. I hope help comes to you guys somehow.
i know, long post, it may seem mean, but if any of you are reading this. Look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, is this what you really want to be?
On a happier note, Our 7 months is so close :D I cant wait for it, the lucky 7 baby!
I gave Chau crayons today :P, i know it seems like sucha simple thing to give, but each crayon holds an idea, and i gave her 24 idea sticks :D
I enjoy baking nows, its so fun, its like a game where you have to complete tasks, and its three times more fun when i bake with chau :D
Today was a quite a rainy and cold day, the wait was wet and soggy but it was all worth it. No amount of rain or cold can stop me from visiting. :D I had a cookie in my book bag, and it luckily didn't get wet or soggy so i ate it on the way back :3
I just want to take this moment to say, that these days may be the last of this lay out, because chauzy, being a html pro, is making me a new layout :D I have always wanted this one changed i just had no idea how, and now i get one :D. So in advance, thank you so much chauzy :]
How did i get so lucky to have ended up with you, it's a really amazing feeling knowing that i can look my worst and still have someone see me and smile. I love you Chau
p.s. this is a long post i think :P makes up for the missing days
p.p.s I M Y A L Y M E O S. har har
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