Thursday, March 5, 2009

gahh my shoes are still wet

Umm let me just say one thing, being organized is doing wonders for me. It used to be really hard to stay on task and complete something but yesterday i took a whole day to organize everything, EVERYTHING in my room, my clothes, my books, my cd's, my papers, my bookbag, my junk drawer all of it. Now i know where things are and where to put them, and it's so much easier to live with :P

So i had a chat with my dad about life, which started off because of my grade in physics, and it's true that i have everything right here next to me for my using, i just dont. And that's the stupidest thing ive been doing. At first i felt angry at myself, then i felt ashamed, sad, all those terrible emotions, but i thought of the good that would come out of just actually putting forth that effort, and i plan to do that. I plan to be a real person who uses the things given to me.

It's been 3 days in a row and i fallen for the same snow pit. Like i always think its melted or something but when i step in it it's deep -_-, now my shoes are all wet.

School was good today, considering the fact that my english teacher used my paper as an example fo rthe whole class, it was a good feeling, because that was possible due to organization, and it makes me look forward into being more organized :D

Chauzer went to the dentist today and i stayed for a bit to hang out with jared, which i haven't hanged out with for a while now, and we went to mrs baldriges room to have a little breakdancing session, aahhhhh i miss it so much, breakdancing is so fun, all the variety of moves and music, it's really my artform :D

When i got home i took a shower than a quick nap, and i had a dream of dancing fruits. Like an apple and such just hopping around me, it was weird because i would eat all of them in the end. o.o

Hmm, i want to take some photos of stuff, i can't find my camera, i think it's still in chau's house or maybe i lost it.

11 more days till 10 months :D

JL: I like to collect interesting shaped rocks. One very special one that i have is a rock that is shaped like a heart, chauzy gave it to me :]