a penny's worth

well, this is going to be another brick wall in my life. All these things dealing with money, i wish my job would just call and accept me, that way it would be a bit easier. Im going to have to start saving up, like actually commit to it. No more buying sandwiches, or candy, or snacks. I will pack my own lunch and i wont waste on stuff i don't need. My goal is to save at least 300 dollars, and seeing as the rate my allowance goes 15 weeks. So if i start now, i think ill have enough for behind the wheel. There's so much i want to do, but it all deals around money, unfortunately, but there are fun things that don't require money and those should suffice for good times to come. For example a Frisbee game should be enjoyable.

What i have to do is ask about this whole driving process to my father and see what he says, and i need to ask my brother about getting a job or at least get an email/call back from my applications.

I don't know, this will be tough but in the end it'll be worth it.

I saw some youtube vids today, and some were about the conflict of race in this country. And frankly, it's just plain out pathetic. The uneducated vs the non citizens, what do they get out of it? that kind of fighting seriously needs to stop. This society needs to learn that one is unable to survive without the other.

So other than all that, i found a website that makes me chuckle. http://failblog.org

it sounds out of reach, but if there's a will there's a way, and I'll find a way to complete all this.

I want to do this, so i can see you over the summer and weeks, months, years to follow, and i need to make this happen this you, for you.