MLKJD
today is Martin Luther king junior's day. It's remarkable what that man went to so us people have the opportunity that everyone should have.
I hope sometime in my life i can do something remarkable like that.
Today i stayed home for a bit because people were out, and then i packed my things and headed over to chau's because i haven't seen her for days and it felt like forevers and it was really good seeing her again. We watched part of iron man and we'll finish that up later. But it's a good movie :D
Well, Chau is really cute when she naps :P
Another short post, O: i really need more stuff to write about.
*edit
Hmm, it's late right now, 1:14 and ticking just changed to 1:15, it's weird but i look at some stuff and remember some things from the past, and yeah people have really changed. I remember during lunch friday elizabeth brought her scrapbook, about us, about the freshman group, about those times that once were. Most of us have grown up and changed a lot, and others still have the hint of childish accent. In those pictures there were pictures of the sleepover, and how the niche of friends would have fun celebrating for no particular reason. We move on a year or two in the future and we find one of them in distress and even ruining their future, that person needs to stop being a stranger and get their life straight. My other friends have also moved on, some to better things which im proud of, others still wanting to party and such, but just worse. It worries me how thoughtless a human being can be. I mean i know we are al capable of making choices so why do many insist in making the wrong ones. I shudder at the thought of my closest and dearest person in my life ever making that kind of stupid choice. I know we're teenagers, the age of partying, the age of experimenting, the age of just having fun. I'm not blind, i now see the life outside of these walls, im not stupid to the fact that people you once trusted can stab you in the back at any moment, that's just life i suppose. I know that some teenagers find partying as a was of "escaping" for what ever reason. I'm not blind to the emotions of others, i know when people try to fit in for the popularity, i know when it's fake, i can see a group of people and point out the one laughing even though they didnt get the joke, why? because the feel the need to be part of something. Teenagers are well, teenagers, even though some of us have already aged 18, we still act like stupid kids, not any personal attack, but i mean it's eventually time to mature, and get ready for the future. We are adults after all, those reckless and carefree thoughts stop at the last day of age 17. If teenagers are all about partying and such, more caution should be taken, i hear many stories of kids like that who wake up regretting why they did the other night.
I don't know, i guess i still have that hint of carefree young days, but i know what's right and what's wrong, and i guess what makes my thoughts different is that i look at how it might affect me years later. I bet, some of my friends see me as boring, but i have my motives. I have my plans for the future in the making. They don't involve drinking, drugs, carelessness, self attacks, abandoning my family, or my loved one. Honestly, i dont care if im in a group or not, i know who my true friends are, i know the ones that will stick by me through thick and thin, and i know the ones who are friends just for the moment to gain attention and leave the next day, i guess you can say i've matured. But in conclusion i know what friends influence me the right way.
Yeah i look at blogs, i look at some peoples blogs, and they have no idea i do xD i find reading them interesting, it's like a different story, a different book. Each has a different idea, and a different style of writing. I suppose one day this one shall be exposed to the caring public, if they do even care. Some time in the future i plan to publish this blog just for me.
So far these are just some of the things floating around in my mind. There's plenty more, but yeah this is just a small jest of it.
I've been looking at pictures, reading stories, listening to music, watching shows, movies, seeing dances, and all of it inspires me. I want to do more with my life, its a 20 day late start but, from this day on i'll definitely do more and achieve more, and it'll only be the beginning, it's time to start making something of myself and time. It's time for change.
Yes we can.
Tommorow i'm helping my mom out, and chau is helping her mom out, and president obama is official
I miss chausturr :D
I hope sometime in my life i can do something remarkable like that.
Today i stayed home for a bit because people were out, and then i packed my things and headed over to chau's because i haven't seen her for days and it felt like forevers and it was really good seeing her again. We watched part of iron man and we'll finish that up later. But it's a good movie :D
Well, Chau is really cute when she naps :P
Another short post, O: i really need more stuff to write about.
*edit
Hmm, it's late right now, 1:14 and ticking just changed to 1:15, it's weird but i look at some stuff and remember some things from the past, and yeah people have really changed. I remember during lunch friday elizabeth brought her scrapbook, about us, about the freshman group, about those times that once were. Most of us have grown up and changed a lot, and others still have the hint of childish accent. In those pictures there were pictures of the sleepover, and how the niche of friends would have fun celebrating for no particular reason. We move on a year or two in the future and we find one of them in distress and even ruining their future, that person needs to stop being a stranger and get their life straight. My other friends have also moved on, some to better things which im proud of, others still wanting to party and such, but just worse. It worries me how thoughtless a human being can be. I mean i know we are al capable of making choices so why do many insist in making the wrong ones. I shudder at the thought of my closest and dearest person in my life ever making that kind of stupid choice. I know we're teenagers, the age of partying, the age of experimenting, the age of just having fun. I'm not blind, i now see the life outside of these walls, im not stupid to the fact that people you once trusted can stab you in the back at any moment, that's just life i suppose. I know that some teenagers find partying as a was of "escaping" for what ever reason. I'm not blind to the emotions of others, i know when people try to fit in for the popularity, i know when it's fake, i can see a group of people and point out the one laughing even though they didnt get the joke, why? because the feel the need to be part of something. Teenagers are well, teenagers, even though some of us have already aged 18, we still act like stupid kids, not any personal attack, but i mean it's eventually time to mature, and get ready for the future. We are adults after all, those reckless and carefree thoughts stop at the last day of age 17. If teenagers are all about partying and such, more caution should be taken, i hear many stories of kids like that who wake up regretting why they did the other night.
I don't know, i guess i still have that hint of carefree young days, but i know what's right and what's wrong, and i guess what makes my thoughts different is that i look at how it might affect me years later. I bet, some of my friends see me as boring, but i have my motives. I have my plans for the future in the making. They don't involve drinking, drugs, carelessness, self attacks, abandoning my family, or my loved one. Honestly, i dont care if im in a group or not, i know who my true friends are, i know the ones that will stick by me through thick and thin, and i know the ones who are friends just for the moment to gain attention and leave the next day, i guess you can say i've matured. But in conclusion i know what friends influence me the right way.
Yeah i look at blogs, i look at some peoples blogs, and they have no idea i do xD i find reading them interesting, it's like a different story, a different book. Each has a different idea, and a different style of writing. I suppose one day this one shall be exposed to the caring public, if they do even care. Some time in the future i plan to publish this blog just for me.
So far these are just some of the things floating around in my mind. There's plenty more, but yeah this is just a small jest of it.
I've been looking at pictures, reading stories, listening to music, watching shows, movies, seeing dances, and all of it inspires me. I want to do more with my life, its a 20 day late start but, from this day on i'll definitely do more and achieve more, and it'll only be the beginning, it's time to start making something of myself and time. It's time for change.
Yes we can.
Tommorow i'm helping my mom out, and chau is helping her mom out, and president obama is official
I miss chausturr :D
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