The name is Jim.

Kinda late but i can't sleep for some reason. lately i have been having these dreams, and the funny thing is they kind of look to the future. The creepy part is that 4 of them have come true, 1 i'm not so sure about it involves 2 of my friends and forming a relationship. Then there is this horrid one of the world well, dying as i speak. In my dream it does not end by nuclear warfare, rather natural causes. 8.5.8 were the numbers that kept showing up. I have no idea what they mean. But then again maybe the past ones were just coincidence and they're not even real. Though i did have pleasant dream which i hope does come true. I also have been trying to recall my childhood but it's so distant things are moving too fast.
All this thinking has started defining a new way to live for me. I think i have finally found who i am. I will start living my life without pretending.

Summer's Fall

Haven't posted in a long while. Not much to type about except summer and my issues. Summer for me is going just fine. I enjoy having the chance and time to practice my breaking. It's fun to have the occasional go out things, but i can't stand doing it everyday, some people have the liberty and carelessness to do so but i guess i live a different lifestyle. I have been recently been thinking of the future more so now. My friends are growing up, my old friends are drifting away, i am changing, people take advantage of holidays to induce themselves with alcohol and other shit , kind of ticks me off that some think they are old enough to drink and do other stupid drugs when they clearly know they are underage. I have also been thinking of my past. So many memories that are nothing now but memories, it saddens me that time is flying by so fast, so enough my graduation will come and there after a new life begins for me. I will miss the good times when us kids were just kids and not thinking about money, sex, drugs, cars, and jobs. Back to the time when hanging out in the park was the only thing in your mind. Swinging and climbing the monkey bars carelessly only having 1 worksheet due for homework. Sometimes we must go down to get up.

I seriously need to start on my summer assignments.

Saw Transformers today, f***ing awesome movie.

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*************************************************************************Overrun with these emotions again, not knowing what to do. Will my words harm you or relieve you. I'm anxious to see her reaction, but i think I'll wait till school starts once more.******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************
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