Hmmm

To sum up everything that happened today, Fishing at Maryland.

There is so many fish there, the bass swim like bees around a bee hive.

It was pretty awesome, just staying outside and having time to think made realize some things.

No joke, and sadly. I've never really truly smiled. I mean, I've laughed n' stuff. But that's not smiling. I've made people smile before though. I'm guessing it's a very nice feeling? I'd sure like to meet anybody who could make me smile, smiling for real not a fake one, something that is really meaningful to the heart.

Also I have not been present with my friends for a while, they go places to have fun and they invite me, but i can only decline because of the situation. Don't think i don't want to go, I really do but i may not have the opportunity, so please bare with me.

In terms of my breakdancing, i need to take lessons of how to backflip and etc. It would really help if anyone knew how or knows someone who knows how.

In terms of relationships and such, the weekend has given me time to think about these things. It may seem as if i am not as motivated as I should be and it's probably because i feel like I'm flying this solo, i guess it's still really confusing.

Torrenting rocks, i can watch any movie, have any song, and etc for my choosing. I currently have 351 songs, not much.

I came across an interesting words today, while looking at the paper , coincidentally they were near each other, **** ******/ Hero.
It made me wonder . Heroes are usually know for their actions and having a **** Ac*** makes it more significant. I have decided to devote my skill to making a trademark move for me called **** *****. It will be a really awesome breakdance blow-up. I have the basic look in my head i just need the experience to perform.

I will clarify what the ******* means, when i have the move down, lol this will be in a while.

I'm tired, i think I'll go sleep now.Edit: in a bit haha.

Fridays aren't supposed to be boring.

Today was definitely one weird day. So much happened so fast, and i just went along with. School was a drag as usual. The weird part is when i was at home and I was having a snack and my little brother said he saw a snake, of course being is age i didn't take him seriously. So i went to check just to amuse him, but i was scared to death because on the steps to my back door there was this 4 foot black snake. I told the little one to go get my dad, he came with *stereotype* a machete and took care of the business, i don't where the snake could've came from, hopefully that was the only one.

I'm not supposed to be bored on a Friday, i couldn't go see kickn it old school today, because i went to the westlawn basketball game with my little brother, he really supports his elementary school. Oh well, ill probably see it next week or soon enough, maybe I'll invite some people and have a get together.

What did i do in my spare time? I researched a bunch on breakdance history, i find it entertaining, so here is what I've come up with.

My Favorite Bboys:

Hong 10- Korean breakdancer, winner of the red bull bcone 2006 and 2Nd place 2005. He style very unique, he mixes power with style and originality. His style, laid back two shirts mainly red and black, and khakis pants, known as his trademark look.Drifterz Crew member.

Physicx- Korean breakdancer, Rivers crew member. This is the man he has crazy upper body strength, and he uses it to hit the beats and has a variety of very difficult moves. His trademark look, sweatshirt with hoody, sweatpants, and always either a bandanna, hat, or hoody on.

Lilou- French breakdancer, Pockemon crew. This bboy has mad style, ale to hit any beat given to him, his funky footwork makes him a difficult opponent to beat. He is always improving in his style and power combination, winner of red bull bcone 2005. Style, Camo shorts, or green pants, scarf, hat, glasses, and a black shirt.

New Born- Korean bboy, probably the only guy who can match up and beat Lilou's footwork, he also dances to the beat and is very fluent in his moves. Part of Rivers crew. Style changes every so often.

Junior- Member of the Wanted Posse crew. This man is one of the best in the world. French bboy who excels in the power field. He has a prosthetic leg, but what he lacks he makes up with his enormous upper body strength. This bboy has been able to perform the most difficult moves to anyone with ease, truly worth appreciating. Style very casual, trademark clothes.

Brahim- French Bboy also part of the Pockemon crew. What he lacks in speed of footwork, he makes up with his powerful blow ups. He has some of the sickest flexibility known to a bboy. He is able to do some crazy inverts and aerials with ease, fun to watch. Style , A hat, jeans, and white superman shirt lol.

Newly discovered favorite bboys.

Muxibhina- Brazilian bboy, only at the age of 19 was he able to beat the world famous Lilou in the red bull bcone 2006. He has great fluency in his moves, they are very clean. I personally don't like his toprock, but he makes up with his elbow freezes.

The End (KYS)- Korean breakdancer, he has some of the sickest power moves i have ever seen. He does some impossible elbow flares, very cool.

Do- Knock- U.S. Bboy, he expresses himself with music and is very talented in his own style. known to do an impossible backflip.

Ronnie- U.S. bboy. He has some sick transition from his headstands, he also hits many beats, and has good footwork. Style Preppy i would say.

Kaku- Japanese bboy, Has some of the craziest headspins in the world, he must have like a head of steel. Trademark style, black sweats, black shirt, black beanie.

Bboys at home-

Hero(Jim)- I personally think that i am doing well, i plan to be good enough to go pro, things i am working on upper body strength, power moves, style , and fluency. Current moves that need fine tuning, Windmills, flares, headspin, Physicx head barrage, Halo freeze, and Lilous famous threaded freeze. Style for breakdancing, A t-shirt, loose pants, a beanie, and wristbands, sometimes seen with a hoody up.

Rhythm(Vince)- Vince has good transitions from his freezes and complies with the music, his footwork is also well, and he has good upper body strength for difficult moves. Style Usually a dress shirt, sometimes a shirt, and loose pants.

Shadow(Phillip)- He has some funky style, his footwork is awesome and is currently working on his power moves, style loose shirts with loose pants and Shadow hat.

Mo(Coming up with his name soon)- Mo is currently learning from me, i plan to teach him most of what i know, and he can make up his own things on the process, i think he'll be good.

Disaster(Tom as i know him)- Every once in a while he surprises me, he is able to slide around 10 feet with his head,crazy.

Speedy( Alan)- Smooth footwork, working on the freezes, known for doing turtles fast.

There are probably more people either i forgot them, or i haven't met them yet.

So there we go, I'll update once things change.

I don't know about what will happen in the future, but i hope everything goes well.

Bored....

The season

It's funny how it was about this time of year last year, when i was nothing but happy. I guess things change over time, because now i don't what i am, either happy, confused, annoyed, tired, etc. I don't want to get too personal, but there are some things that don't change, i think i too have been somewhat misleading, but i know what i really care about. It probably doesnt seem like it, but maybe it's because i'm just afraid of the response, i feel more confident now. There are times when i wish i could go back in time and change things so these days would be better. I hear history repeats itself, so maybe this time i'll have the chance to beat time.

SOL's are coming up and i dont feel so confident about it, but i hope i'll just get lucky. Normally i do really well on these tests, but maybe not this time. I found out that more people read this blog than i thought, so like i said i dont want to get too personal.

This new blog song suits me well, i like the way it sounds spanish but has sort of a rock tune to it. It's awesome.

My shoulder popped out today, very painful at the begining, but it just feels cold later on, my dad popped it back in to place, i guess he knew how, but the weird part was that it felt like nothing had happened to my arm. No more EXTREME breakadancing, i'll work my way up. It's all good though.

I have other things on my mind, but they are too personal to put here >:D

Ow.

I am always faced with difficult decisions in life, it could be the minor things and something big. Right now i'm really mixed up with my emotions, it's really difficult i dont know if the girl i like i should keep admiring or leave it and live a simple high school year. It would make things much simpler, but i would regret it later probably, never knowing what could of happened. Personally i think it would be best if i didnt get into these things, but i can't help it. Things just happen.I guess it's like what i said before, whatever happens, happens.

Other than that i saw a trailer for an upcoming movie called Kickn' it old school. I will have to see this one, i enjoy all movies but this one is well about breakdancing, so it would catch my interest wouldn't it? There was supposedly another movie coming up called Planet B-Boy, but im not sure if it'll make theaters. Funny how something old like breakdancing is no longer a decision of whose better it's more of an artform today. Expressing yourself through movement of the body, response to the music, and respect for all. It annoys me when people try to mimic true breakdancers, it kinda makes me want to kick them. It's not something you make fun of, if you can't do it, either practice seriously with respect or get the **** out. I know the people say Breaker and such but I laugh at this, breaker is a media term , used for those who breakdance for profit or fame, money, and nothing related to doing it for fun. The correct term is Bboy, and we use breaking as the verb form of it. Yes.

My body is bruised alot, after lunch my legs ached. hahaha i guess i did deserve it. oh wells i'll get that person back too, soon enough. Won't see it coming.

I will not cut my hair, because many people said i look better with longer hair anyway, so i will desregard any comments about me cutting it, mainly this statement is towards to my parents.

That is all, 1 more thing
still bored....

Not an Interesting Title

One of the worst things that can happen to a person, is when they are having a fine day, where everything seems to go smoothly, and all of a sudden get crushed by something. This happens many times in life, such as school, or with a group of friends. I write in this blog to put my thoughts about something somewhere so they don't go to waste, so i don't really care if someone reads this and gets mad me or anything. It's my blog get your own if you want to express your ideas. Anyway things seem to be fine but in a sudden one bad move can be devastating. I think that when people are angry they should not walk of from their problems and act like they are too important. You are more important if you face the problem face on. Running away from problems will only worsen them. That being said there are things such things called jokes, and if you don't know how to lay back and laugh at them then don't act like its all serious and hurtful. They are jokes. It's not like they are the truth about anything. My day was fine until after 1st period, then i guess i just wasn't feeling well at all. I was really tired in school today. I bet it was because i stood up till 2 am to watch meteors that Amy said there would be. Lies. I didn't see any :[. I'll add more later.

So tomorrow is collaboration, yes! I'll probably just hang out at Elizabeth's/ Patu's Locker tomorrow morning. Maybe i should add more movies to my ipod, i also need new headphones. sigh...

Why is that these days a conversation can't happen without mentioning of sex?

What happened to the times when talking to friends was just fun without mentioning groping, having sex, and other stuff like that. I won't name who but some of my friends are really perverted. They seriously need some help to stop including something about sex in each conversation. Then again i can't change the way people are, i just want to not have to deal with picturing that kind of stuff in my head.

Still bored..

Not from Concentrate

Morning.
Afternoon.
Evening.

Today was actually a fun at school. Things were chill in all the classrooms i was attended. There was no extreme class work, or studying, just sit relax and listen. It was even okay in Mr. Masghati's class. Lunch was awkward but enjoyable. The awkward part because a certain someone did'nt know what "fisting" meant, and i had to explain. Sheesh. Im afraid i will be the one to explain these things soon enough. The heritage movie showing, boring. Only good part was the free juice, of course i didnt stay the whole time, i didnt get to the Asian Heritage part. I think that was probably the best part of Heritage Night.

On my way home i ran into a dog with no owner, which happens a lot to me, but only because most of the dogs i know. But this one was just a stray . I tried my hardest to just ignore it and be on my way home, but he/she kept following me. luckily i bought a cereal bar from the school after leaving the movie. That kept it busy long enough for me to make my escape.

On another note i heard that JV Lacrosse lost miserably today. 0-14.pathetic. Not even one point for us. It makes me wonder if it's even worth playing next year. I'm not sure about varsity.

Today at dinner there was big accident, i shook the orange juice so i could drink it but i remembered it was capped completely so i just sprayed everywhere. My parents were annoyed but they luaghed soon after because i was drenched in it. :[

Im bored now.

Thoughts and Reality

"To express one self honestly, and not lying to oneself, and to express myself honestly, not that is very hard to do."

This Quote from Bruce Lee really caught my attention. I mean the significance just means alot to me. It made me look at the way i am. I will admit that i have been lying to myself , i have been acting more mature then i should, i want to change, i just want to have fun and live life and not worry about being mature and etc. I don't know, i guess i'll take this quote into consideration.

Well today was pretty normal as always, but i got so bored in the afternoon. In the morning i went to church,then went to target for my little brothers school supplies, I ran into some people there hahaha. Then went to popeyes, thers just something about popeyes that makes you happy and forget the troubles of the real world, i think it's better then KFC, if you have a problem with that see me after school.
When i got home I played lacrosse with my brother for like 3 hours, i was very tired afterwards.
I played games today for the first time in a long while, i was that bored.

Something funny that happened would be the dream i had, it was so weird but funny, It had almost everyone i knew in it, the setting was in a deserted town, and everyone had a british accent i don't know why, but we each had our own super powers. Mine was sort of like spiderman's but i could fly and was stronger then superman. I'll start mentioning other people now, if something insults you don't get mad at me, i dont have much control over my dreams at the moment. Daniel had some weird x-ray vision thing, i guess it suits him though lol. Patricia was like super fast, really fast, faster the flash fast, which i think i should've gotten since im spanish and all, but w/e. Amy could make like a million copies of herself and change her form. Vince had the ability to shoot knives from his body and spawn them from anywhere. Elizabeth had some telekinesis, and the power to read minds, oh jeeze. Mai and Trang both had the ability to use magic at any time. I have no idea how i remember all this, and can't remember what i had for breakfast. I guess i can recall my dreams better, anyways just so many people some all the way back from middle school. What we did in the dream was just live everyday life but with superpowers, ownage eh?

School is a drag, man i don't want anymore of it. At least my ipod was found recently so that's good.

Edit: the time of these post are off by about 3-4 hours.

Guns and Lacrosse

Today could probably one of the busiest days I have had this month. I dont know how i got the idea to go out and check ot Air Soft Guns, but i did. My brother and I went to to go see if there was anything anything intersting at a sports store and we saw a practice scoped rifle. It was on sale for $108.00. So we bought it and went to Occoquan resevoir to test it out. The first shot sounded like an actual gun, of course i didnt shoot any animals. Although i do remember seeing a squirrel nearby. I was about to shoot it but i remembered would i be seen as evil to the society of small animals..who am i to take the life of an innocent animal, so i purposely missed and shot a branch by accident. We soon realized that a gun just wasn't the right thing to keep so we returned back to the store for a full refund. Since this money was my gift money, i wanted to spend it on something worthwhile. A lacrosse head caught my attention, it is probably the sexiest thing you will see, it is called an Revo Pro. It's so hardcore. I plan to use it everytime i play lacrosse. So i get home and find that my little brother was on my computer, he was playing i game i didnt even knew i had in my computer, i tried it, and it was pretty fun. So today has beeen one busy day.


One more thing, i know people might read these blogs, i dont have a problem with that, but maybe i should cut down on the real personal things. I don't want to start any commotion. One more note, things might not always seem as what they look like. w/e, whatever happens, happens.

Blog?

So this is a blog? I heard many people have them so i want to give it a try. I suppose i'll have this to keep record of things that happen for future refrence.

Thing that happened today:

School was pretty much the same as always, but i did get tons of candy after 3rd period ended. Our substitute gave accidently gave me more then Jenny, so i just randomly gave it out to people in the halls. Kinda weird to get candy from someone you've probably met a few times, oh well.

When i got to the end of the day i felt very impassive, even though it was friday i just wasn't in the mood to talk or anything, so if i seemed i bit out of it, it wasnt because i was mad, just tired.

After arriving home i turned on the t.v. to see any new updates on Vtech, but to my surprise there was apparently another shooting. THis took place in the 2nd fllor of a NASA center. I dont get why people must do this, why cant they just talk or do something else, it really tics me off when people think their only solution is hurting people.

I missed the movies today due to Conformation at my church, i'm really sorry i dont habg out as much, things have been really busy. But now that it's over i have more time >:.

Conformation went pretty well, it was awkward sitting next to someone i didnt know that well for 2 hours, she turned out to be really cool.

My godparents gave me $200 as a present which is awesome.

Other then all that, there is a girl i like. I'm not sure if she feels the same or not, we dont have any classes together, and so we dont really have the time to talk to each other that much. That is all I will say about this girl.