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wooo its been a while since i blogered and yes it's been a really awesome winter break so far. I'm getting pretty used to taking the bus now, like its in my memory around what time buses will come and such, i know I'm a nerd. But yeah it's pretty fun visiting chauzy, i take the bus and speed walk with anticipation for a fun day.

Movie day was quite relaxing, and i believe we should have more of those. I'll provide the movies and popcorn and snacks, and you can provide that awesome. I still haven't opened my presents, they just seem to grow and grow day by day. What's really interesting is that my family is bonding better, i mean i don't think its because my mom and juni are out, probably because we go more time with everyone else. Pretty content family :P

Well, today was an adventure to the mall, and it's my first time going by bus there so that was pretty exciting i gots to meet up first then we awaited our bus to the shopping center. We got on the bus and made it to the mall unfortunately it was a bit chillier than i expected so the wait was kinda cold... my bads :O so we gots there and went to coach to check out some bags, i know i sound really manly right now. but anyway those bags were so expensive, so we went to hallmark and those bags were better and not as expensive, sigh...not one manly word in that sentence. so we got those and headed over to get some FOOD. ASIAN BISTRO ROX MY SOX. that stufff is good. man i had my fill and then we went to go get some threads, i got this really nice grey long sleeve and chauzy got really nice shirts, orange one i really like :P we met up with victor which was a nice surprise, my spanish brethren is doing good :D. And at the bus stop we met up with more friends, we chatted a bit with Jansen and Sammy, then off home. Yes quite a fun adventure :D and i couldn't be happier to be spending my break with you chau, i think i can safely say that our breaks are going awesomely.

So tomorrows we are gonna go to apply for jobs, go home eat, relax, and then i shall take you over to aprils house. AND by any chance that april ever finds this page, redskins suck, jonas brothers suck, and Jonas brothers would probably get run over by the redskins and then the redskins would lose the play offs.

I CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW :D

and i cant wait for ice skating :D and the rest of break to come :D

this shall be gooouud

i miss you chauzy and I'm glad you like the mummy series, i do too :P

laters for now

-jim

Christmas!!

yeahh, it's Christmas :D merry Christmas everyone. This has truly been one of the most memorable ones ill have. Yesterday was my first Christmas eve spent with chau, and it was the best one so far :D. We had adventures in the stores, and even thought it was cold, i would wait in the cold the whole day just for that chance to see you. And luckily i waited at the hill :P I love the present you gave me, it works so well and its fun being able to chat and see you and the other way around too :D. Your present has yet to make it's way to you, but i promise it'll find it's way. I got my dad his present to , but he wants to wait till my mom and little brother are back, which is nice :D

Speaking of which, i have been bonding with my dad better, we're not so distant anymore. I miss my mother and junior. That little rascal used to run around the house like a loose animal, it was quite hysterical. Just a couple more weeks/days.

This Christmas is really nice, my grades are back to great agains, my family is content, my brothers are my friends, my friends find peace, and some of them i pray to find their peace, my health is better, and i have the most amazing girlfriend in the world. Yup that's all i could ever ask for.

That phone is awesome, i want it. now.

I miss you chauzy :D Hope you're having a fun Christmas :]

wooo :D

oh mans, you don't know how good i feel. Life is awesome :D The holidays are coming, the cheers and happiness the smiles and high fives. School is getting back on track, thanks to some support and pep talks with chau, i am now catching on these things and doing better with my grades. My English and history grades are good now :D. She made me lunch today and everyone at my table was jealous, they were like that looks good! can i have some? i said no. But eventually i gave them a piece, :P it was very delicious and thanks for the side soy sauce :D. Wells tomorrow is senior skip day, but that's stooopid because i have the chance to get alot of extra credit for government. Last day before break :D then we have 12 days of freedom and fun :P. It was a very nice nap today, relaxing and it was so weird because i had no idea that i was you know conscious in a way, haha i could of sworn it was a dream :P

I feel so lucky and fortunate, i feel optimistic and happy, what an amazing feeling.

Tis the times to rejoice, new years is also near, ill expose this blog on that date maybe.. hehe

I miss you chau, a bunchas :D

christmas days

So yesterday was the Christmas party at fortune. School was okay that day, kinda busy but it was fun wearing Christmas hats all day. I drew a pretty good stoic cat picture, it was pretty funny. So after the school day Chauzy went home to get her shoes and i went to get my clothes. I waited at the bus stop with Evelina and awaited the bus. We got to the restaurant and helped set up. It was pretty cute seeing you decorate the trees, I'm sorry that trees are evil and don't want to get dressed up, but you did an amazing job with it. we set the Christmas mood for the night and got the guys routine down. So it was dressing time. I got ready fast so i could see chau, but i got caught in a conversation about the routine, so i wasnt the first to see her in her dress. Still, it took my breath away. I feel especially lucky to have such a beautiful girlfriend. She's an amazing person, she really is, even in my doubtful state she found ways to bring my hope up even stronger than before. And i also feel thankful for my friends, who are my family. They even said it, and that was a good feeling knowing that your friends can also be like your family. So we had all our food ready, quite good, but i couldn't eat to much because our show was after the food :I. So it was our turn and for a moment i felt pretty dang nervous, but a quick pep talk and we went for it. It was pretty good on my opinion, i know others can criticize but like i said, practice makes perfect. And that's what we do we practice, so we can get better.

I feel it coming, i feel the optimistic side of Jim rising up once more, and this time it feels like it's here to stay. Which I'm really glad for. Santa, presents, lights, food, laughter, love. All these things made the night really great. And that's one of my early Christmas presents. The bus ride home was quite peaceful. I gave me time to reflect where i am in life. A few weeks back i didn't know what i was going for. But living the night, reflecting on the toast we made, I'm certain i know where i am going. I'm content with my life. I have been giving the opportunity to survive through many experiences, I've grown physically and mentally, I've grown a positive and friendly attitude, i met many people, i made close friends, i found that girl who i love forever and ever, i have a family who are respectful, and endless possibilities to do anything in my life.

I think yesterday changed me, i feel happier, more optimistic, smarter, more responsible, and more mature.

Today was also quite the adventure. Well since my mom and little brother left for Bolivia, my dad has been rather down. I could see it and it made me sad, so today i took him and my older brother out for a fishing trip, dinner, and movie. It was a good time to catch up on family life. I learned alot of things about my dad's life, and he had a pretty interesting past. But the fishing was good, caught a bunch, enjoyed the movie, and i made spaghetti which is my dad's favorite. So all in all, it made my dad happier. I showed him how to get 80's music, cause that's his favorite music. He's into YouTube now, which is pretty funny xD.

Well i couldn't go to the mall because i came home too late, but i know ill get the present one way or another. That's my Christmas promise. "And everybody knows you cant break a Christmas promise".

I miss you chau, so very much. I can't wait to bake with you tomorrow. We'll make a delicious pound cake. :D

I can't wait to hug and kiss you once i see you. :]

Christmas is near :D

-Jim

2 days before

maybe i shouldn't make lunch anymore. Or rather yet, i should make it the night before. That would help out. But that's what today's morning brought me. I admit it's my fault, i should make lunch the night before. But, i mean you've got to admit, it was pretty tasty. but yeah i couldn't make through the whole day, all my inside emotions released in that burst of a hug. it felt so nice to hold you again. I went to class feeling much better, with a delicious cookie. Those baking products you made were really good, the cookie was devoured like cheese in a pile or mouses. those cupcakes you made sold like lightning. haha earvin was trying to buy them all, but i got the last one :D, we should sell my punch with your cupcakes, that would be a great business. I love how helpful you are, it makes me proud to have someone who cares about what they do, and to help others. Im also really proud that you have really good grades. The rehearsal was quite fun, we got most of it, now we just need to practice.

I want more of those cookies, maybe i can bake them with you? and more cupcakes, with colored sugars.

I miss you alots chauzy :D

7 Months :D

I enjoyed today :] Happy seven Months Chauzyy :D.

okay so today was the departure date of my mother. She and junior went to bolivia for 2 weeks. Sighh, i already miss them. So i got home around 2 ish and had a talk with my father. I left my house later pondering about where i am in life, and for a moment i thought i was lost. I wasn't sure if i messed up too badly to recover. You know, i do feel really lucky. Not only do i have such a wonderful girlfriend, but she also helps me get through these hard times. The things she says brings out the optimistic side of me, and i know that if i try hard enough i can make it. :DDDD

Today was quite fun, havent had pho in a while and it was delicious. The cheesecake was also tasty, but i still want more of that flan you made, i want more! MORE.

I know i can do it, i know i will succeed. :D

btw, the banner is really cool, i like it alots :]

Happy Seven Chauzy, and many many many many many many many x many x 100 x infinity infinity squared.

:D

time

well today, sure went well. i fraking woke up all tired and aching and took a shower quickly to go visit, but no my mom had to be such a feaking jerk and not let me out. SO THE WHOLE day i was cleaning, and then i tried going later and yet again my mom said no, and then she forces me to go to store with her. Got home, i was going to leave at 3:30 or so i thought, but im not worth waiting for. Doenst want me to go, my mom doesnt trust me, they're leaving tommorow. I wanted to visit, and the things i typed came out wrong, so i t gave the worng impression of what i wanted. SO yeah this has been a great day.

New Layout!

yess! i got a new layout thanks to chauzy. Im going to like this one alot , the music, the links, the cool font, the colors, and the dinoswar :D

been awhile

wows its been a while since i posted on my blog. Lets start off with whats been going on in school. Well i kinda messed up my grade but its okay now, i turned in the work and the grade has been raised so I'm glad about that. This week went by so slow, its also been quite a challenging one considering that i could have barely visited. On a bright side, my friendships with my bboys have been getting better, i learn from them and teach them now. I wish i had more classes with chau, piano is so much better because she's there, but if she were in my lets say Spanish class or physics class then i wouldn't mind those long classes. The lunches chau made me were delicious and were like fuel to me. After i ate them i always felt recharged and ready. :D thanks. Lets see, i organized my room and stuff so its cleaner and that how boring i am :P.

My mom is leaving for Bolivia soon, I'm going to miss her. Parents seem like barriers to teenagers but the reality of it is is that parents want to see us succeed and want us to have good lives. That's why anytime my parents scold me or get angry at me, i don't raise my voice. I respect them for giving me this chance in life. Ill always be a good person, ill never let someone in my sight suffer, i always stay way above the influence, and I'm going to strive my hardest to make them proud.

Speaking of which, something has been bugging me lately. It's a shame but some of my friends, ex-friends continue to find enjoyment of drinking and drugs. I mean i don't know how clear they need the evidence in their face to understand just what they are doing to themselves. I know they're not stupid, just the actions they do are. I mean having is great and all but do it necessarily require the use of stimulants and alcohol? You can have a good time playing pool with your buds, or watching a movie, or playing some sports. What bothers me most is how some of them influence a younger group to get involved with such things. Look if you already do it and messed up that's your problem, go find help or something. But there is no need to drag other people into doing it. Some times you need to realize they are not doing it because they want to, they're doing it because if they don't they're considered a killjoy. A party tool. Some of these people need to work on their self control. Honestly guys what happened to the past, i know things change, but did it have to change in this way. Some of the people i knew i never expected to do such things. I remember clearer times where having fun was watching a movie eating pizza. I hope help comes to you guys somehow.

i know, long post, it may seem mean, but if any of you are reading this. Look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself, is this what you really want to be?

On a happier note, Our 7 months is so close :D I cant wait for it, the lucky 7 baby!

I gave Chau crayons today :P, i know it seems like sucha simple thing to give, but each crayon holds an idea, and i gave her 24 idea sticks :D

I enjoy baking nows, its so fun, its like a game where you have to complete tasks, and its three times more fun when i bake with chau :D

Today was a quite a rainy and cold day, the wait was wet and soggy but it was all worth it. No amount of rain or cold can stop me from visiting. :D I had a cookie in my book bag, and it luckily didn't get wet or soggy so i ate it on the way back :3

I just want to take this moment to say, that these days may be the last of this lay out, because chauzy, being a html pro, is making me a new layout :D I have always wanted this one changed i just had no idea how, and now i get one :D. So in advance, thank you so much chauzy :]

How did i get so lucky to have ended up with you, it's a really amazing feeling knowing that i can look my worst and still have someone see me and smile. I love you Chau

p.s. this is a long post i think :P makes up for the missing days

p.p.s I M Y A L Y M E O S. har har

The fifth

Ohhs what a busy day. Let's see this morning i woke up feeling a bit nauseous and i threw up a

bit :\. I arrived to school late because of that, and i felt really bad because i had a really yummy

breakfast waiting for me. Fortunately I got to class and lasted through the whole day. It feels

good to be in school. It makes me feel smart :3. So i had the spicy macaroni for brunch and it was

spicy but so good, i couldn't stop eating it. There was one thing that i couldn't wait for, and that

was lunch. I got packed lunch today by Chau. I couldn't wait to eat it. It was beef, rice, and

sauce,and an egg it was really good and i didn't want to share it with anyone. I know i sound

mean, but it was too good to share. It gaves me energy, to go through the day and i was very

thankful that chauzy made me lunch. Thank you for preparing for the battle that i was supposed

to have. So school ended for the week and we went off to relax for the weekend. Chau went

home and i went to the battle in springfield. The trip itself took like 2 hours and then we get

there got stretched and before we could start a janitor kicks us out. That was really lame. So we

went back and waited for the bus, i got to the hospital and got on the bus to vienna, i guess it

would have been a better idea to call before i got on xD, i wanted to surprise her, but ill do that

on a surprising occasion. So i caught the bus to my house and got home. I got home, showered,

ate, and watched some office, and then a nap.

Throughout the whole day, i missed her so much, so very much. I can't wait to see her again. I'll

telll you something, a big hug awaits her :D

back from the break

wells, the 4 day break was rather enjoyable. It's good to have a a couple of days of from school to relax and spend with that special someone. And that's what i did, took it easy and spent time with my love :D. Black Friday is way hyped, you have to wake up so early to get a deal, so early and maybe one of these years ill be prepared. But for nows, i think ill probably just wake normally. In the future ill go black Friday shopping with chau, waking up early haha. We made flan that day which turns out came out quite good :D the sugar took for ever to cook, but the outcome of it was really tasty flan :D We also made chau-mein haha which was spicy and really good. the next day we relaxed, and took it easy and made chau rice :D Yesterday, i wanted to spend the day with chau, but i was forced to go to church, but that's okay because it was raining and i didn't want to make a mess with my clothess. She got the mp3 player she wanted :D which is really good :] I gave her some video games for her awesome wii, and today was a adventure. The morning started off nice, but got rough for a bit, but its okay we made our way over that bump and had a good rest of the day. I feel bad for nam :\ it must suck to have a friend who got cancer. I hope she finds a way to beat it.
After school i made a promise to my friend that i would help him out this time, so i sessioned which turned out to be good because it made our friendship strong like before. And after all that sessioning i went to go gets a haircut. At first i thought the lady was cutting my hair so short but then it came good. Chauzy thinks it looks good :D confidence boost :D I really miss you chau
You make me feel so comfortable with myself, i can walk to school tomorrow with this haircut and feel great thanks to you :]

I love you.